I loose my doubtful self control

Can’t catch a breath anymore

You still keep on killing me

I scream aloud without a sound

One peaceful day could save my life

Or should I cut off the last line

It feels like you pull off my spine

And why do I stumble all the time

Why do I feel so fucking cold?

Why don’t I ever make you bored?

Why do I need you all the time?

Why do I hate you somehow?

I slip away and suffocate

My body burns, my soul dies

I need a calm, a dead silence

Get your hands off of my life!

I turn away, you turn me back

You look inside my moist eyes

You crudle my blood, you bite my neck!

Get your hands off of my life!

Why do I feel so fucking cold?

Why don’t I ever make you bored?

Why do I need you all the time?

Why do I hate you somehow?^[1]